By
the third moon of her unfair exile on the other side of the world, Merrigan
decided the imbeciles and goody-two-shoes of the world had an unfair advantage
over the clever girls and boys who wouldn't stand for any nonsense. Granted, the
sweet girls and boys were the ones who actually noticed the shriveled old woman
in need of food or a place to spend the night. Several times she considered going
back to tell them she was a queen under a terrible curse, and ask if they would
put in a good word with the faerie or pixie or minor wizard who had just
rewarded them.
Each
time, she mentally slapped herself. Asking
for the help that should have been hers by right galled her.
She
chewed so long on the injustice that had been meted out to her, she got past
the sharpness of the ache. She learned to examine the whole situation with less
emotion, and tried to determine where the mistakes had occurred. Possibly, she
had done something wrong. Of course, not anything bad enough to warrant what she
now suffered. Perhaps she was being punished for something Leffisand did? Was being
stupid a crime? Or perhaps her husband had been a little too clever, a little too
lucky? Could he have brought his ignominious demise on himself because he had
broken several rules of magic? She had been deprived of her throne, her home,
her beauty, because of something he
did?
She would be safely at home in Carlion if she had produced the heir to the throne. Could it be the fault hadn't been with her at all? Perhaps Leffisand was denied an heir because of underhanded things he had done? Things she knew nothing about? After all, she had heard the rumors. There was the whole magical apple tree debacle, and the accusations that Leffisand had been involved in the death of his first wife, Fialla. Merrigan didn't believe any of it, otherwise she never would have married him, but … what if?
If that were the answer, it simply made her whole situation more unbearable. She suffered for the crimes of others. She had been robbed, cheated, when she was innocent of wrongdoing.
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